Everything is so screwed up.

Sigh. The Chicken Pox Attack (CPA) was actually doom for me. No exams, no results, no percentage, no position. No standard. I suddenly felt I was degraded. By a lot. What can I do anyway?

For those who are going for the VIP admissiont tests tmrw at VJC, all the best! I can't go. So I'm forgetting about the admission. Well, maybe it's God's will for me to stay in VS. :) I should face it anyway. Some people said I wouldn't cope in VIP. If that's the case, I'd rather stay. Who cares about face. OK, I know I care, but that's not important if God says 'It's a bad choice.' What can I do anyway?

I've been telling myself to face the truth. But it's not always easy. Especially when it affects school. And everything is SO screwed up. 2010 is SO screwed up. :'(

If you're concerned about me, well, I'm feeling much better after 4 days of pink tablets and applying calamine lotion. Much better. Spots are drying up, I'm less disfigured. Haha. :) Hope to be able to celebrate my birthday (at home) this Sunday! I can't wait to celebrate my birthday meal at Jack's Place...when I'll wear my new clothes. Heehee. :D

I believe with God's guidance, I'll get through this CPA. Thank God! :)